this
is not sex
I have had sex and this
is not sex
is some finer thing
some lower higher thing
something that never
before was
as more fingers fit
than physically
could be
and the next morning
hungrily I
suck them
as when in kissing
I ejaculate
in my mind
and again again
as her mouth on
my ear
far better than any
woman I have known
as I am crucified
eli eli lammach
sabbacthani
delicious nails
deeper yes the cross
of this
as the sobbing
candle
gutters and is
reborn
and if my cock hides
in fear she
does not care
and she has a word
no
that is a beautiful
lie
as I reach inside
her farther
than my reach
extends
and within she is
more expansive
than all space
tighter than
the child of whom
I must not think
as she whispers
daddy
daddy
ever on the pain
edge razoring
the line that
connects
my teeth
on her nipple
to her clit
and I am
forever diminished
that as her cheeks
are so lovely
full and
round my tongue
will never
never fit far
enough up
her so sweet
embracing
ass
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