zen
bastard
suppose the virgin
mary
clad in dominitrix
gear
espoused random sainthood
instead of well preserved
vatican oddities
trashy mini-series
in place of pretentious
film-noir
would things get ugly?
would we demand a
recount
or slip comfortably
into gnostic tripping?
ecstasy knows no method
but many get rich
pitching "the way"
is it absolution we
seek
or better shot at
hitting the lottery?
i've been to the mountain
top
& all i got was
this lousy t-shirt
what a dilemma
the uncertainty of
sleepy-head devils
& fragile snow
angels
an empty bottle of
wine
on the nightstand
bitter tongues of
maternal insight
letting cursed tenderness
drag you into inarticulate
jams
& partially disrobed
phrases
vertigo prayer scrawled
on wooden gesture
doesn't the bodhisattva
neck
snap as easily
as porcelain dimwit
fugitive?
punchline
what propelled me
to this naked punchline
biological necessity
missing rib
unspoken promise
simple gravitational pull
whisked by fate
that flushes
free will away
fortunate twist
or unfortunate
one enchanted evening
one answer
will not satisfy me
& i am
not laughing
lonesome
town
hail, hail this cold transistional period
in the absense of donations
i lift my staff
for parting of the laughter
& all i get
are hallucinatory wails
caught in throat
tattooed deep
in jungian black hole
take off yr uniform
little bluebird
& join the human race
erratic, excessive
contradictory
flap
flap
flap
hallelujah
man
blue eyed monster is chewing
at the edge
of documented self determination
with omnivorous glee
eating & evacuating
unredeemable wealth
high stepping
working class values
dodging manifest destiny
with simple head fake
casting out
sham proof of purchase
like demented jesus
deprived of mythology
for such a long time
the masses embrace
sewer mouth puff of smoke
as personal savior
top of the line
temporary trust
critics scoff
& label it
spiritual cherry-picking
but there's not one
who wouldn't jump
at the chance
to clown it up
with the gods
(c)
1998, by Mark Hartenbach
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