Transformation She is the goddess of creation and destruction, embodied. Giving birth is a vision quest, a fire walk, innate to her biology. She births her baby and herself through the round window of her cervix as it opens into motherhood, the spiral turns of her baby’s head through the slippery canal where anything can happen. Birth, always unpredictable, follows the patterned, complex origami of her living. In the memory of her own birth, she incorporates her mother, how she resists and how she yields to trust the bodies, joined together, know this separation journey, the breath, the cutting of the cord. She stands, squats, growls, her fierce teeth bared, cries out and dances the accelerating rhythm of contractions, awash in blood, body fluids, her baby’s and her own. Through the convoluted passage of her self, she ushers time, steps into the unknown. Life requires this of a mother: to give the child she has created, to a future made of dreams. Sylvia Bortin |